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As colors run together into brown
and fall and die
the leaves crack cold
beneath my condensated breath.
Dew runs together into leaves
and then they freeze
as frosted slivers
hanging just below my window ledge.
I wrap a scarf around my neck
and burst into
the clear crisp air
that isn't cold enough for winter yet.
A stinging comes into my nose as
I stand along
the sidewalk
watching and waiting for autumn's end.
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
have cg at weili's house ytd....
haha...shiyun, meiru, jingting and not forgetting mii, prepared refreshments
weili's mum ish beri generous xia...also prepared teriyaki chichen for cg...
not only tt, she also prepared tea, mooncakes 2...summore double yolk
wad a great mum xia, weili u're so blessed...haha
after cg went to tts to slack and study until 5++ before going to the cdc visit yifei
with willie, jasleen, davin,jingting, jiamin, joel and bro derrick
woa...yifei ish so red ...but praise the Lord...he's on the road of recovery
cUrry pUff girls- potato, sardine and durian...lolx
after tt, willie jasleen went to have dinner while jingting went celebrate mid autumn festival with huiyi..
i went home...cant go celebrate with dem...den went home take a warm bath...was bout 2 slp liaoz when fone rang...
noe about the msn conference with eugene...den went online
hahaz...chatting halfway when the mouse went berserk...it kip moving up the screen
i cant control it...for bout 1hr struggle with tt mouse,i gave up...
stupid mouse!!
until todae the mouse ish still in the same condition...uncontrollable
stubbon... cannot blame it
sumtimes i'm reallie stubbon 2
jus like tiS mouse...God wants to move me away from danger from saturn
but i kip moving away from where God wants me 2 go...
i have to change xia
to be less stubbon to be more submissive
a few days ago...being bo liao...should be mugging for tests actually...
but instead i went to search for people with the same name as me
to my amazement, i found 2 "xiuxian" who died a tragic death...
i also came across one who was born in feB!! such a coincidence...haha
will i die a tragic death?
Triumph for your dreams 11:10 PM ;
Friday, September 16, 2005
ohh...another s0ng tt i like
Sung Si KyungForever With Youfrom the album: Sung Si Kyung 3
I tried to keep me in your mind
I tried to keep me by your side with all the love and times I shared with you
You would always find another one, what am I to do
I tried to keep me in your life
I tried to keep me close to you even with the love I gave to you
I could always find another one, lying close to you
Baby even after all that we've been though
l can't live my life alone without your love
I can't understand girl, what am I to do but baby it's true
Chorus
All the love you gave to me
All the lies you said to me at night
I love you so it didn't matter then even after all I had, I can't leave you in my past.
I will Promise you my love will always be so true, forever with you
I tried to keep me in your heart with the pain I felt so deep within
With all the love and times I gave you, I could always find another one, lying next to you
Baby even after all that we've been though
l even tried to live my life without your love
I don't understand but girl, what am I to do oh, baby it's true
All the love you gave to me
All the lies you said to me at night
I love you so it didn't matter then even after all I had, I can't leave you in my past.
I will promise you my love will always be so true, forever with you
If you could understand the way you make me feel
Open up your heart and see who's right here waiting by your side
I will always be the man for you and
Always be the man too love you too, All for you!
ChoruS~~
Nice ritez? loL =P
erm...tink s0me of u bLur bLur cuZ u never heard the s0ng b4...
nxt time i'll upload for u all 2 listen ...hee
long time neva bl0g again??
juS a few days never blog...not consider long...
went to visit Jingting's mum in h0spitaL a few days ag0...
she getting better eacH day
PraiSe the Lord =D
but i feeL tt i din d0 anitinK 2 helP...olways come h0spitaL empty handed~i veri bad ritez?
the only thing i can do ish jus pray only mahz? can i do more?
maybe can help Jingting with housework?hahaz
exam coming~ wahhh...i'm still slacking...
gotta mug mug mug xia...no time 2 lose le... gotta prove to mum tt even i go church i also can do well in exams de
i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me yeah!
Triumph for your dreams 8:57 PM ;
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
WaKe mee Up wheN sePteMber enDs-Green Day: an0ther niCe song...
here's the vide0...
http://www.warnerreprise.com/asx/greenday_wakemeupwhenseptemberends-video_300-v.asx
I want my SeptemBer 2 end ....FAST!!!
cuZ i duN like examz
rwP summore cann0t finish...
if i c0uld slp untiL when september ends den i'll be shi0k
aCtually i'm sleePing ~not mugging f0r exaMs...reports
niD summone 2 wake me up even b4 septeMber ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never las
twake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
WHat wiLL u all d0 2 keep urselF aWake t0 stUdy for exam??
f0r me iSh eat, eat and EAT!!!
wahhhhh
sweets, icecream,aiskacang...the cold the better
but for now...i feel lyke having mooncakes...
i remember when i was y0ung...
would be beri happi when mid aUtumn festival comes
wholE family would go to the nearby park to plae with lanterns, candles
family was nt beri well do at tt time...
my sis n i would share the snowskin durian mooncake
even thou its juS a smaLL piece...
its lyke heaven...becuZ the whoLe family iSh together having fun baH
but nowadays i'm nt looking f0ward to it...
the mood ish nt der?
mayBe....

praying for aLvin, jt's mum and bro
God heal dem....
deY wiLL get weLL soon de...dun worrie jingting
aiyaH...going hit the bookS again
btw...stairwaY 2 heaveN iSh a niCe show!!
poof~goNe
Triumph for your dreams 5:58 AM ;
Sunday, September 11, 2005
4 days never bl0g le...haha
ThuR: leCturer gave bacK test paper...i got improve ...yeah!
however, my mark's still nt up 2 her standard ...so MUST go back skoL...early xia
so tired summore...den mii san jie and wu mei skiP micRobi0 lecture
go back home early...
so funni on our way back...er ma, ah kor and uncLe also go home
den er ma wans to send san jie home
san jie beri pai-seh...(she told me todae she felt wierd when he sent her until her lift derr)
the mrT cabin fl00r was filled with oranges...wahaha
no larh...not real oranges...but jus pictures...the cabin was also filled with orange fragrance..wow
saw 2 cute sisters...dey tried to step on the oranges...so inncoent so cute...while the maid was buSy watching over dem...hahaz
untiL their stop was at sembawang...dey were still stepping btw...
the younger of the 2 gals...arnd 2yrs old i tink...try 2 finish stepping on the oranges...
however, their maid lift her up before she could even finish stepping on the orange...
the scene was so funni...both the maid and the younger sister were luffing...
me and wu mei almost luFF out xia...haha
u may tink tis nt funny...but if u're der at tt moment...the atmosphere would be funni
ok...i jus admit i'm bad at discribing the scene...lol
den went back home slP lorh...woke up do rwp...
jus manage to finish cover page and contents page...
i'm a slow coach
niD 2 rusH
frI: san jie nv come...she sick
we went for rwp lesson...nutting much
den me wu mei and ah ma decided to go W10 to make noodles...haha
actually i'm suppose to go home rest den mit Jingting go eugene's grandpa funeral
but i curious...nv go W10 b4...so jiu go lorh
reach der early...sat at the sofa...so comfortable...
den we luFF...joke arnd...help ppL open doors...haha
den Dr Tay come le
He's the one who created the 2 flavor noodles
so power ritez
den we went to his workshop...gt secondary skol(kranji seC) ppl come...we joined in
we made carrot and egg noodle
haha...so fun...went to the lab...wah...heaven!!
got alot of tinks 2 eat!
we found ice-cream xia
also got chocolate bars...hershey summore
we ate the whole tub
yumm
den went for clean up
jingting still doing project...poor ting...she hurt her feet
cuZ she wore high heel shoes
decided to mit her at dover mrt
after cleaning up...there's a small conference....for lecturers
wow...another food paradise
got mini stalls ...yong tau foo, laksa,fried hokkien mee, wine, soft drinks,turkey meat wrap... ....
the hokkien mee aunty beri nice...gave us her hokkien mee
dent the turkey meat wrap ah beng also treat us...so gd rite...den we went arnd...
another uncle gave us 3 cans of soft drinks
we also coop the crackers...den went to a secluded corner and u noe larh...EAT!!
while we were eating, we overheard bits of the conference
wow...dey say SP got a new course...n tt iS fengshUi diPolma
can u believe it? wow din noe got sUch a course
den...time past...tis quite late le...i rush to mrt mit jT
she arrive a bit later...den we went for the funeral...
1st time going suCh funeral
its a tough time for eugene's family to go thrU...but it will soon come to past...
i nv met my grandpas b4...so i duno how sad Eugene was..
but one tink i noe...his grandpa went to heaven...its a happy thing...yeap
i want to have a simple wake...juS like eugene's grandpa
haha
nxt time if i've gone to heaven...mus help me arrange ohh
sat: went as usual to children church
went quite late laarh...arnd 330pm liddat...cuz Jingting's mum and bro sick
and i've to teach mum use com
hahaz
pray for Jingting's family for health
din c the JJ cutie
and my meisi~tink she nt coming chcc le
cuz she too small le...i tink...haiz miss her...nv c her sis also xia
den went eat and service
service was powerfuL
HEART OF WORSHIP
den went home...we fought again
hahaz
but its over le
SUn: cg at jurong east
we stop at the wrong stop...have 2 walk a long way
so tired xia
reach le
den cg....den went with Jingting go buy formal pants
den go eat lorh...den we fought again...hahaz
but over le lar...again
hope wun fight again....
Good Luck for ur presentation JT
and also to all ppL who are having exams..
Gambatte!
i will pray for u all de!
Triumph for your dreams 7:55 AM ;
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Forever
by Damage
CHORUS
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever
You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Want to spend forever with you
(chorus)
We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Want to share forever with you
CHORUS
(And girl I pray you leave me never)
BRIDGE:
Coz this is a world
Where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever
I just want you to know that I can't eat, I can't sleep
I can't breathe, whenever i'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When I talk, I only talk about you girl
CHORUS (TILL FADE)
Nice s0ng xia!! L0ng day....tests making mee siCk
g0nna faiL again i tinK...haiz
ok i'm passive~
exams coming uP...gonna jia you loo
0mg...my rwp haven touch yeT...how?
m0st of my sisters sick le...going 2 be my turn sooN
hahaz
tUe prayer meeting...only 2 ppl turn up...
who else bt jT mei n mii
prayed for discipline in praying..but turned out 2 be tiS way
c those younger den uS de can be so discipline n pray everydae in skol-summore 5days xia
haiyah...we muS buCk up le...f0r God ...f0r Your gl0ry--YES!!
nutting to writez xia...duno y lehz...
everytime d0 the same stUffs over n over again
den tired untiL drop dead in bed
weD,todae larh....mit eriKa go take test
she bought formal clothes
wah the pants cost $30++
but beri nice larh
den we tok abt slimming down
den thought of ways 2 slim down...i muS motivate 2 slim down hahaz
Bro Derrick told me alot t0day...i've thought alot 2....
haiZ
Yes niD 2 reaCh 0ut!!
ting mei~duN w0rrie,i'll pray 4 ALvin 2 de...yuppz
now i n0 mood do hmwk...reports...i'm beri lazy sia
wat happen 2 me?
juS want 2 eat only ~i mus change
mi in hoLiday m00d 2...
sianZ...wanna try MapleStory cannot open program...duno y xia
i want 2 find work dUring holidays...iS it poSSible?hahaz
yuppz....den looking foward 2 holidays...
wahhhhz...when is it going 2 come!!! hahaz...okiez..i'm crazy xia
anione gt [feng shuI] cD...i want 2 watch
ting and yii mei~i dun care...u both muS accompany me watch
hahaz
go do hmwk le larh
/gone~poof*
Triumph for your dreams 7:48 AM ;
Friday, September 02, 2005
something happened ytd
i went 4 morning prayer meeting bt i din noe tt the meeting was cancelled until i reached d0ver
cuZ my hp inBox fuLL
tink God wanted tt 2 happen bah
i was quite sad larh when everybody noe den i last min noe...stupid hp
i met somebody whom i haven met quite a long time olready when boarding the train
she l00ks tired....suprised 2 c me
we board the same train in Yishun
we tok for a while den she went 2 sit...
reallie a divine encounter~did God reallie let me spot her??
i felt sad for her...and i began 2 tink y she became liddat...wad cause her to make such a choice
wiLL i become like her one day?
God~i will never leave U~NEVER
Father~i noe U did tiS for a purpose...i want to know the purpose!!!!
Use me~teLL me h0w 2 help her??
for arnd 30 mins i prayed in skoL~can feeL the tangible presence of God~ahh
den went for lecture~
untiL 12 pm...g0 home...
slP...
den woke up...watch tV....
project superstar~
weILian sang the 2nd song~so nice!!!
you gan dong du!
lol
in the end he won...tink becuZ he gt many supporters
Kelly did nt lose anitink either...she also won herself a contract by Universal(Energy also went 2 universal)
haPPi ending ~weilian nid not go out singing in streets~He can lead a more comfortable life...a stable life
happi for him =D
todae's refreshments will be steamed corns and coned icecream
to me , the refreshments are going to be nice...hope everybody would tink the same!
my jie mei men are rather m00dy~perhaps too much report n projects nid 2 rush
nxt week 4 exams are coming up...one by one
my energy isH losing up soon~i dun have energy to tink
no energy to walk
no energy to eat
no energy to talk
God grant me the supernatural strength to carry on with my life
~the scar may be stiLL der~but i noe U are der to carrY me...saYang me when i cannot take the paIn...
Thank You For Being With Me~
Triumph for your dreams 2:13 AM ;